What will you remember most about this summer?
I will remember much. Sorta like 911. I knew exactly what I was doing at that moment, I remember this summer as it is the year I found out about my husband cheating on me. A growth mentally for me. Not fully understanding WHY it happened to me, but learning, YOU never know someone like you think you do and people let you down all the time- Even someone you trust your life with.
Also my job. I began working for a radio station. Loads of fun, lots of concerts and events. Big self esteem booster for the cheated on housewife. Not to play my own lil violin, but I am healing.
Day by day.....Is it still wrong to want to have hot sex with someone that I wont ever see again but can say his name to smear it in my husbands face 6 years from now?
People do many different things to cope with stress, loss, and "bumps in the road". How do you handle stress and hard times?
Submitted by RedlyGal.
How I cope with stress. Good question. It depends on the stress level, who gave me the stress.
How I used to cope with stress of an ex boyfriend? Simple. I gave him roofies and put him in my trunk. Okay. I Iie. It was a volleyball rolling around in my trunk hitting the walls and I told everyone it was the current ex that dished out the heartache. But I will say this, I was fairly peaceful until here recently. April I found out that my husband was a cheater. Not only a cheater, but such a different life he led. He shocked me and broke me. Im still in such disbelief over all the things I have found out about this person.
Stress, How do I deal with the stress of wanting to rip the hookers head off that KNEW my husband was married. OH, my husband. He lives a current life in HELL. I make each and every day Misery. I have made him my project of torture. Evil. Yes. I am. But not all the time. I do make him pleasure me. He is my personal slave now. I am a bit of a humanitarian, so I will give him a break, but the minute I start thinking of what he did, I go 0 to bitch in 2 seconds flat.
I Love lillies and beaches, long walks, butterflies, pink hearts, yellow moons, work well in diverse groups of people.
do I sound crazy yet??
Well Im not. just scorned a little bit, but healing too...
